WOW!  Is it back to school yet?!  Even though my oldest will only being starting Kindergarten and my middle one Playschool I CAN'T WAIT!!!  3 months is a looong time to be with anyone constantly, and although I love my children dearly momma needs a break!  I know siblings bicker, and do things to just bug each other but isn't 3 months of that almost like torture?!  Seriously, they should implement some of these squabbles as punishment to someone somewhere.

That said, I am a little sad that Kindergarten is already upon us.  That means my first ever baby is already 'school age' and before I know it she won't be a little girl anymore.  It feels like life is suddenly put on fast forward, at least in my mind.  It also means that I am getting older, something I have been struggling with lately.  I know 30 isn't old (it is NOT the new 20 either) but I guess I had some expectation that life at Thirty would have some kind of different meaning or something.  I can't seem to put it into words to describe just how I feel about it other than I just thought I'd feel different.  When I turned 20 it was like "YES!  I'm an 'adult' now!"  25 came and I felt like I had one up on the 'early twenties' crew, while still being cool.  And then 29 came, and I tried as hard as I could to dig in my heels and pretend 30 wasn't right there around the corner, but then there it was.  So now, here I am 30.  I know it's just a number, and it shouldn't really matter, but to me it seems to, at least for now.  I guess I should make the most of it because what else is there to do?

I probably should get up now, and do something productive.  Coffee sounds good.  Should probably check on the oldest 2, they have been quiet for sometime now.  In this house, too much quiet can be a bad thing!